of the children, little her was the most downhearted…

my feeling expectation on life or was it your prospect of my life?

you left amazingly soon the start of a new life, upcoming next wasn’t being responsible for your sinfulness. But to convince about your wrongdoing, and abandon her to the same bloodline.

The time has taken me away from you, but after a while, we get used to it. To make it suitable for us to pass on, we began to adapt our live in a particular way.

Now that you had enough of sorrowful memories of times past, you began unable to bear what has taken away from you. You tried to maintain a respectable appearance for your profession, and required what is best for me.  

You do not have the authority to adjust and transform how i lived quietly since you go away. 

In my mind… the most important things for us, should cheerfulness and happiness make it fairer.

regretful or spiteful imposition 

if i knew my existence was such a disgust, i wouldn’t ring you…